24th February 2016 - 19:31 | London UK, London |
I read these from time to time and often wonder about the people writing them....
I have a secret i want to share with others, its completely true and i can't believe I'm going to tell you.
Im a female in my early 30s, educated sane and to all intents and purposes a good wife and mother.
I also have an addiction to very risky sex.
I have had ads on just about sex site looking for sex under various names, i met a few older guys for furtive blow jobs in there cars and vans.
For a few days i felt disgusted with myself then gradually i needed that feeling again.
I went for a massage job knowing the old guy who run the parlour would want to try me out, he did and i loved it.
I worked there for a month, loving every minute of it and always trying to get the roughest nastiest oldest guys that came in.
I recently put ads on different websites advertising specialist services to groups and older men....
I charge because i want them to know I'm there for them use...
this isn't a work ad lol... I'm trying to explain the reason i charge, it makes me feel cheap and it makes me feel like I'm property for them to use and have fun with.
I don't get that when i give it away because then i can say no, i don't want to.
Once they have paid....its about me having to say yes...
(Of course i don't have to say yes) but i want to say yes.
I need to say yes....
Il post the things i get up to....from now on.
Il also pm anyone who wants to really delve into this with me.
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