27th June 2011 - 11:32 | London UK, South london |
Don't no how I got here, well I do after telling my mate my wife hadn't had sex with me for 2yrs he was like wot pay for it or try online. Gave me this site and so out of frustration I had a look at women seeking men, didn't get it and felt guilty then saw this section and here I am.
Don't no where to start after 2 years of not receiving any loving form who you love seems to have messed seriously with my head. We have talked about it loads and since the birth of my first her second child she has no interest in it. We've been together 9 years and iv brought her 10 yo old up ad my own a love him same (wife too)
So heres were it goes wrong I no she had borderline personality disorder and don't blame that we were so happy, loving, sexual before but last 2 years frustration is getting better of me as was going to post for bored housewife who would like to give me hand relief or something like that but it's not wot I want, well it is but it's not it's all driving me nuts.
I miss it all my wife was full of bedroom fun we talked experimented then bosh end of, doesn't no if will ever want it and out of the other day out of the blue the other day we woke up together and she asked if I'd like a cuppa, before going downstair she thrown a box of tissues on the bed and said DIY it.
Asking why she said I can't give you it you no so pull away enjoy.
Felt bit odd so went down to talk and it's not me it's all her and sorry blah blah.
Dint no wot to do can't ask mates with the pay for it shite bored house sounds gud but I no I'm thinking like this out of frustration cos I'm 37yo and never thought of straying for pleasure but I need some or am I being a selfish hit a should DIY it and hope that she's wrong and will come round.
Don't no if I make any sense, bored housewife seems gud option wen I'm low which is alot and lucky they not freely available or I would be I think.
Am I just going abit mad
Atleast iv got some of it out thanks if you read it all replies if that ever happens will get answered.
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