7th March 2012 - 15:51 | London UK, Central |
I only knew you for about a week, via facebook.
You were too good to be true, and you were.
You had such a ream body, you made me leak all day thinking about you, I got into trouble over that, but I don't mind, no one else made me drip like that thinking about them.
You told me about your 2 dreams about me, one was of me shaving you and you woke up and the other one was about a special game of Hobby horse that you played with me. so amazing, but you did not understand me.
I risked everything and nearly got caught, then I still took a risk and chatted with you, even though I hate chat and you proved why.
I was so hot for you, that chat was not doing it for me anyway, I was not touching myself, it was not enough anymore. But when I said that I'd better meet with you, I was just bantering, there was no need to over-react, and anyway, as you I'm sure you know by now, I'm not the one to worry about.
I did not want it to end over something so silly and it did.
Later on when I was doing some football related jokes with people, I needed an image, I did an image search for kicked in the balls, football, and lower down the page you came up, with your amazing body.
Some US boys had put you up there for all to see and unlike I would've.
It made me so sad.
I love you Katey, and will never forget you, but life goes on, unfortunately.
All I wanted to do was make you happy, and I'm a bit gutted that you thought otherwise, I would've never hjeapordised that, just to still have you in my life.
Other girls come and go, but do they compare to you, my Katey? No they don't.
Never mind, it's not the first time a girl I felt for was too scared to throw herself in and risk the hurt, I did for you and despite that.
I miss you so much, my Katey, in that fundamental way we spoke of.
But it's ok, I'm a big boy now, and have had worse loss, I'm still sad though that you did that to us after creating us.
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