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I have got myself into such a mess

Posted over a year ago | London, Fulham

I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years now. We live together, but we argue all the time. I had a really bad argument with him last week and he stormed out of our flat. He always storms out when we argue and then won’t talk to me for the next few days.

Our last argument was over what channel to watch. I wanted to watch EastEnders while he wanted to watch a DVD he borrowed from a friend. I told him he can watch the DVD any time and he can watch it after EastEnders has finished, but he wouldn’t let me watch it. He said it’s his TV, he paid for it, it belongs to him and I have no say in the matter. I shouted at him and called him a selfish bastard and he stormed out.

I have been faithful to my boyfriend up until now. This week I went out with a guy from work. We both got really drunk and I ended up going back to his place and we ended up in bed together. I immediately regretted sleeping with him when I sobered up. I didn’t plan on doing it, I just wanted some comfort. I felt insecure.

My work colleague now wants to beat up my boyfriend and he wants me to move in with him. I told him no, there is no chance of it ever happening, but he seems to have fallen in love with me and won’t take no for an answer. He says he is going to tell my boyfriend that we slept together too if I don’t continue to sleep with him. I have got myself into such a mess. I don't know what to do.
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